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(Instrumental)
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Undesirable
03:17
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Undesirable
Welcome my years of torment
I no longer serve importance
And I've grown so sick of smiling
Ugly inside and out, that's my life and I’ll die, undesirable
Undesirable
This world is breaking my heart
It's not the first time
I’ve cursed the day I was born
Shorten my lifeline
You won’t hear from me anymore
But why should I
Aim for the love that you lack
Because you never loved back
Here comes the heart attack
You’ve got love locked and loaded
I'm such an easy target, but you're killing me
I’m taking my heart back
I should have never showed it
But I’m such an easy target
And you're killing me
Welcome to winter every day
God’s grace has blown away
And I’m oh so tired of trying
But it's not hard to tell that this is my hell
Cause I am still undesirable
Drown in the tears I cried
This wasn't suicide
A broken heart is how I lived and died
Here we are again
My tragic story is coming to an end
Ready the aftermath
Oh God, just love me back
Misery’s what shines in my life time of black
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Love Not the World
03:02
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Love Not the World
When I was younger, I had the world in my hands
To feel love from somewhere was my only plan
Oh I cried and I prayed and I never did cease
It was so close, but never for me
Restless nights come easily
My restless heart aches ceaselessly
Oh God have mercy, I'm begging for serenity
I know my worth
Nothing, I know no peace on earth
From birth to the hearse
I’ve been cast out and I’ve been cursed
I swear to God he's got it wrong
I've hated myself for far too long
So here's another sad song
Mother fuck the world, I don't belong
A life lived like this can be bad for your health
Don’t keep to yourself, I need you here in hell
Have I sinned too much? Or prayed not enough?
I thought I was so close, but I’m still alone in love
I swear to God he's got it wrong
I’ve hated myself for far too long
So here's another sad song
Mother fuck the world, I don't belong
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Loud and Clear
03:06
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Loud and Clear
Stop telling me it’s alright
You know that that I'm not alright
It’s just that I’m scared
Too afraid to lose you
I am holding on too tight
We had the night
The timing was right at least for me
You can see true love in plain sight
Be the light of my life
In my darkest of days
Please don't go away
It’s not too soon, I’m not content
When we're apart
I move too fast to take things slow
With such a heavy heart
Thanks for the kiss
It's what I am missing the most
Whoa I need to know
Was it something I said? or something I did?
It’s fast but it's real
It’s just how I feel
I hear you loud and clear
I know I'm not yours
Know that I need you here
I heard you loud and clear, but I can't move on
My end's drawing near
You want honesty?
Well you can find it in me
I’m obvious, you know
Please say you love me so
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Say Hello to Johnny Cut-Corners
My hourglass sand has run out
Your life will go on, there is no doubt
My heart gave up with a gun in my mouth
Roll it over Saint Peter, up or down?
I lock myself away
I shut the whole wide world out
But there's no safety
On what my mind thinks about
Angels and demons
Will be running the courts
The devil and God
Are at my door with a war
But do I wanna go?
Down that road, where I’ve been before
So alone
My cry for help was lost
So long ago
Never again, never enough
Blood strewn across
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Suicide screams
I’m the most sad of them all
Wasted wishes, sunk coins in wishing wells
Ignored prayers, hands together sinking fast into hell
I feel my heart split in two
The pieces will never mend
God, say it ain’t so
Is this how my world ends
Memories have my mind
Rethinking every thought
I hope the world is ready
For the mournful thoughts of a loss
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The Sweeter the Kiss
03:35
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The Sweeter the Kiss
Behold the poster boys of failure
Pessimism’s not getting better
A smile remains however
On a mask, I’m heartbroken forever
Made a profession in making mistakes
Your heart's set free, as my heart, it breaks
Just be true, that's all it takes
I loved lies from you, now my heart always aches
The sweetest kiss from a coldest heart
I try so hard, but you're still so far
Hear the songs that I’ve been singing
You’re the cause my hearts been bleeding
Your smile
Now like a razor blade to me
A bitter taste of new misery
A lonely boy still dreams
I'll fuckin write off love completely
Made a profession in letting me down
Your heart's carefree, my heart's been shut out
I was true, your love wasn't found
Always loved you til the real you came out
If I’m not good enough for you
Than I’m not good enough for me
I thought you were my cure
But you're really my disease
The sweetest kiss from the coldest heart
I’ll let you down, you'll fall apart
Just a taste of happiness, then it's despaired of
So tuck your heart in close and never fall in love
The sweetest kiss from what dreams are made of
Now tuck your heart in close and never fall in love
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